Insignificant

Have you ever read or watched or had an experience that you think should have some significant degree of meaning to you and be one of the those life altering or defining moment only to be unnerved that it doesn't? Let's say you have a near death experience and on the other side of it you are troubled because it seems that should be a defining moment in your life and yet your whole attitude is "meh."

"I lived. Let's move on. Don't get me wrong, it's great, living, and all... And what a wild ride!"

And in the midst of all of this you are more troubled that you aren't troubled.

Apathy leads to intertia.